Hit $10,000 in my savings account and just stared at the screen for 5 minutes
I grew up watching my mom cash advance checks at a place in Gary, Indiana, so seeing $10,000 in my own account after 3 years of $75 auto transfers felt fake. My wife asked why I wasn't excited and honestly I think I was just scared it would disappear. Did anyone else feel weird instead of happy at their first big money goal?
Reminds me of my grandma's kitchen drawer full of rubber bands and twist ties. She lived through the Depression and never trusted a full pantry, always had this look like the food might vanish overnight. When I finally paid off my car last year I sat in the driveway waiting for something to go wrong, a light to come on, a weird noise, anything. Took me a week to admit the thing was really mine. Your body learns to flinch at money from watching grownups scramble, and it doesn't unlearn it just because the numbers look good.